There aint a thing, that bothers me anymore,
Though there are many that compel me to explode;
Traversed this journey, embracing every milestone,
when there are humans who could be held close;
Whom to trust and whom to keep away from hope,
Cuz strangers have favored me more than my own;
He smiles at me, and hugs me tight,
But the distance between us is still pretty much in sight;
He associates all my writings with hurt and plight,
But every word I type, comes from the experience of my life;
He takes along a piece of my heart, every time he goes apart,
However, I know many who could mend my broken heart;
I’d hear people calling him a Greek God,
So plenty of worshipers he would have, no doubt ;
Just a breeze was enough to ruin my aspirations,
Though I’ve survived several broken ambitions;
He couldn’t hear that what was unsaid on my lips,
To add to this, he further claims, he aint mine but I am his!!
Woh aaj bhi shayad mujhey yaad karta hoga,
har chehre mein mujhey dhundta hoga,
dhoop mein apni parchaai mein dhundta hoga,
ya chaaon mein, sukoon mein dhundta hoga…
isi jadd-o-jehet mein raat guzar jaati hai…
mera aks aaj bhi uskey zehen mein banta hoga,
ghadi ghadi banke, har pal bigadta hoga,
tassavvur mein dekh ke khud ko mujhey sochta hoga,
meri hansi ko apne har khwaab mein bun ke sota hoga…
bebasi ki in karwaton mein raat guzar jaati hai…
kabhi galiyon mein mujhey pukarta hoga,
kabhi raahon mein mera naam liya karta hoga,
kahin beet-tey har waqt mein lamha ban mere liye who guzarta hoga,
kahin aarti ke har Deepak mein, mere liye who jalta bhi hoga…
hasraton ki in khwahishon mein raat guzar jaati hai…
kahan hoga, kaisa hoga,
sambhla hoga ki bikhra hoga,
subah ki roshni hoga ki raat ka andhera hoga,
mere bina kya aaj bhi who adhoora hoga?
bas isi sawaal mein poori raat guzar jaati hai…
You accusing me to be a girl so mere
Has given me few scars and several fears,
And after living in pain all these years
My heart still bleeds excruciating tears
It left me tormented and broken inside,
Leaving nowhere for me to go and hide.
I walked alone, with no one by my side,
None knowing about the deepest turmoil tide
Everyone seemed too busy to care,
Hardly noticing my existence so bare
And at that moment - rarest of the rare,
I saw you again, with a lass so flair
Just when all the pieces collected
Laid in front of me scattered,
It's exactly then that i discovered
the last bit of my heart you shattered
I then eventually realized,
Even if someone comes and mends,
My heart can never be as good as it was
When in laid in the embrace of your hands
So even thou you are gone, it's true,
I remember all the things we used to do,
The way you said You used to love me too,
The way i'd let you go saying "...I still love you!"
Aksar Socha kart thi main
Tujh jaisi kab ban paaungin…
Saari odhti, dupatta leheraati
Tujh jaisi kab dikh paaungin,
Apne banaye pakwaanon mein
kab tere haath ka swaad paaungin,
Aksar Socha kart thi main
Tujh jaisi kab ban paaungin…
Kone mein baith k chup chaap
Kya itni tareefein main bhi paaungin,
Teri haseen adaon pe mitney waali
Kya mujh jaisi koi main bhi paaungin,
Aksar Socha kart thi main
Tujh jaisi kab ban paaungin…
Tere aanchal k surakshit chaadar
Kya main bhi kabhi ban paaungin,
Seene se lagati jaisey tu mujhko
Kya main bhi waisey laga paaungin,
Aksar Socha kart thi main
Tujh jaisi kab ban paaungin…
Tere jaisey zimmedariyon ko
Kya main bhi nibha paaungin,
Teri tarah un andheri raaton ko
Kab main bhi kisi ka sahara ban paaungin,
Aksar Socha kart thi main
Tujh jaisi kab ban paaungin…
Jitna pyaar dete sab tujhko
Utna hi kya main bhi paungi,
Teri banayi us chaavi ko
Kya main kayam rakh paaungin,
Aksar Socha kart hoon main
Kya Tujh jaisi main ban bhi paaungin???
